So I finally got up the guts to see if any of the folks at the ‘ville would test my last pattern for me.

These guys:

I may go a little nutty waiting to see. But I’m a little nutty anyway.

My mother is leaving in about half an hour, and I think I’m hiding over here a bit. Of course, at the moment she’s outside smoking like a madwoman, since it’ll be a long trip without cigarettes, lol. I’m not good with big ol’ emotional scenes.

Got a little bit of sleep last night and I feel some better than I did. I think this baby is going to be one I’ll have to co-sleep with, because he’s just too cuddly and fond of eating all night for me to get enough sleep otherwise. He takes his time about his meals, and with the lack of napping potential with the older two around I’m going to need to sleep through that as much as I can.

I’m shocked at how productive I’ve been the last couple of weeks, but I’m definitely wearing down a bit. It’s hard every time to adapt to how much more time it takes me to do things under new-baby conditions.